Andi
Oct. 12th, 2004
06:58 pm - This song is completely dedicated to Jeremy
"More Than Love"
We were in love before
But now it's so much more
Cause when I kiss your lips I can't explain
What I feel in my heart for you
I don't know what I'd do
Baby if I lost you
Cause I've been without you and I know how it feels
And I can't be alone anymore
I know its more than love
Baby I can feel it
When I'm close to you
I know its more than love baby do you
Maybe my words can't explain
Why I'm feeling this way
I love you so much...
Sep. 28th, 2004
07:06 pm - I love the fall...
Well...it is so hard to write an entry when you haven't updated in a long time. Do I catch people up on everything or just write what I feel like writing? I work at a different daycare making slightly more money, not that much though. I still drive an 87 chrysler. Jeremy and I have been together for 9 months now. Speaking of Jeremy, I love him lol. Anyway... Sunday Jeremy and his friend Neil (sp?) picked me up at the hamilton airport in a plane, and we flew to Indianapolis for dinner then back home! It was so much fun!! It was a VERY nice restraunt. It had a live band, candles on every table! Perfect for going on a date...but it was fun with Neil there too!
I'm torn with what I want to do with my life still. I'm enrolled at Sinclair Community College, but I just don't know for sure. I still might go to Cinci State for sign language. But I could study abroad with Sinclair, I haven't checked into Cinci State entirely yet so they might offer it too. On a plus side for Cinci, Jeremy goes to UC and so does a couple of my good friends. I just have no idea...
I auditioned for Gypsy last night! I haven't done a show in a year so I hope I make it. I was so nervous, I hate that! Anyway, I have to go work out now so everyone have a great night!
~Andrea
Aug. 9th, 2004
05:30 pm - So excited!!
First off, everyone involved with Joseph... so great!! That show was one of the best I had seen in a long time! Great cast, set was amazing, costumes lights wonderful!! I loved it so much!
Secondly, I have the best boyfriend in the world! For my birthday he not only got me earings (and took an hour and a half picking them out) but he is taking me to Disney World!!!!!! My favorite place to go! I can't wait! Plus we're going to see Aaron for a week!! A whole week of Aaron and Florida, and of course my boy Jeremy!! Bonus is Disney World for 2 days!! I can not wait!!
My birthday has been so wonderful this year. We all didn't do much for it, and none of us have money right now, but it has been one of my favorites just because my family and friends showed how much they care and how well they know me... and thanks to Stacy Lickert there is now ANOTHER picture of me in a sombrero (sp???)! Have a great day guys! Good seeing a lot of you again!
Andrea
Aug. 4th, 2004
05:25 pm - Random...
The song 42nd Street has been stuck in my head for 2 days now! That was one of my favorite shows with Encore, all of the leads were so good, I felt like I was performing with professionals. Great memory! hehe, ANYWAY. . . Thank goodness I am now 20, I thought I was going to be stuck in my teens forever, but I'm not! Ok, now I know why I don't update in my lj anymore, I ramble about nothing!! Have a great day guys!
Andrea
May. 6th, 2004
06:15 pm
Sittin' in the morning sun
I'll be sittin' when the evening comes
Watching the ships roll in
Then I watch them roll away again, yeah
I'm sittin' on the dock of the bay
Watchin' the tide roll away, ooh
I'm just sittin' on the dock of the bay
Wastin' time
I left my home in Georgia
Headed for the Frisco Bay
Cuz I've had nothing to live for
And look like nothing's gonna come my way
So, I'm just gon' sit on the dock of the bay
Watchin' the tide roll away, ooh
I'm sittin' on the dock of the bay
Wastin' time
Looks like nothing's gonna change
Everything still remains the same
I can't do what ten people tell me to do
So I guess I'll remain the same, listen
Sittin' here resting my bones
And this lonely mess won't leave me alone, listen
Two thousand miles I roam
Just to make this dock my home, now
I'm just gon' sit at the dock of a bay
Watchin' the tide roll away, ooh
Sittin' on the dock of the bay
Wastin' time
Apr. 23rd, 2004
06:35 pm - Where have my purple Brown Glasses gone??
I feel like writing. . . but what to write?? Ok, I will just post song lyrics then!
She sat me down and took me by the hand
She said I'll try to make this painless if I can
She was sorry and then she began to cry
Couldn't look me in the eye
I said baby let me just save you the time
I can see where this is going
Tears will fall and hearts will break
Loves a game we almost played
So dry your eyes and be on your way
As for me I'll be ok
Well I thought we were that perfect match
It's so hard to say that now without a laugh
There was never ever such a thing
Not as far as I can see
Now that all of love such misery
You can see where this going
Tears will fall and hearts will break
Loves a game we almost played
So dry your eyes and be on your way
As for me I'll be ok
We gonna be ok
I can see where this is going
Tears will fall and hearts will break
Loves a chance we almost take
So dry your eyes and be on your way
As for me I'll be ok
As for me I'll be ok
As for me I'll be ok
I'll be Ok
I'll be Ok
I love that song. Its so nice to listen to! Ok, better figure out plans for tonight! Ciao
Andi
Apr. 19th, 2004
07:27 pm
This is probably the quickest way to let all my friends know. My memaw died last night. Call me if you want to know when the visitation and funeral is. Pray for my dad, he is pretty upset.
Mar. 14th, 2004
01:37 pm
I am probably just going to ramble so there isn't a good subject title i could come up with. . .
I have so many plans for my life. How do you choose just one? How do you get the ambition and the resources? And if you finally get yourself to do something, do you hold back because of something or someone else? Just thoughts I have been feeling. A lot of times I make my decisions based on how other people will feel about it. How can I make sure everyone will be ok with this choice I am making, will I still keep my life the same as it was if I add this, or take away that... I don't really know what I'm talking about here. I guess I have learned just how much a people pleaser I am. Its bad... yet, in some ways not. I like how I can get along with anyone, just try me, I bet you could be my best friend, and we have lots in common! I don't know what it is, I don't feel like I change myself for every person I hang out with, its just that I have so many different things about me and certain people highlight those qualities. I remember a LONG conversation with Megan D. about how many different best friends I had, and how none of them are alike at all. It was very interesting as to how she noticed my different personalities with the different people. I had lots of good conversations with her, for hours. I loved every minute of it. I like the way my life has gone so far. I have met so many people, and lost so many people, but I have been affected by all of them. I have learned how to love someone, to be responsible, to grow in my relationship with God, to be independent, i have learned how to love and get hurt and still be friends, and i have learned that you can never be perfect so stop trying (and i am still working on that one).
I thought I was so much older than I really am, but it turns out that I still am 19. I am 19 years old. I am still a baby. So I will be making mistakes for many more years, and I can't be constantly mad at myself if I let someone down, or if I screw up once in awhile. I will love everyone I come in contact with, I will learn from them, and hopefully keep them around, if not, then it was great to be able to meet that person. Don't hold on to things that you just can't save.
I am trying to get closer to God yet again. It seems I have just pushed and pulled when it comes to Him for the past year. Do I go to a christian school, and if I do go which one? Cincinnati or Liberty (which is in Virginia)? I would choose missions as my major if I went there. I have wanted to be a missonary since I was in high school.
I am very happy in life right now, I really am. I am just learning so much. Since Jeremy has had to work all weekend I have had a LOT of time to think and reflect on things. I love every single one of you that read this, I really really do. I am sorry if I ever hurt any of you, or if I didn't call you, or if I let you down, or if I wasn't there for you when you needed me, and I don't want anyone to be angry with me, or dissapointed with me... I think about so many of you everyday, every single day I am thinking of my friends whether i see you or not. Ok, I guess I should stop now because my parents want me to go look at campers with them. Have a great day guys, love you so very much
Andrea
Mar. 10th, 2004
06:36 pm - This is pretty fun
Andrea:
You are adventurous with a tendency to be foolhardy. You are aggressive and definitely have leadership abilities. You can handle details well. You have a methodical mind. You have a discriminating nature coupled with perseverance and family pride. You enjoy a challenge. You can take thought-directed actions. You can be quite inventive and quite curious. You have a need to be up front.
Marie:
You want to be productive and feel useful, and enjoy helping solve problems. You like to be busy and not waste time. You have a need to be up front. You have a lack of confidence in your mental abilities and do not like being forced into giving your opinion. You are relatively demonstrative in your affections. You enjoy being stroked verbally and physically. You need to learn to be expressive. You are a person who cannot tolerate being misunderstood.
Stout:
Status is important to you and your ability to achieve success and earn money. You have a need to be noticed and seek status. Your privacy is important to you. You have a rich inner life. You have a great deal of loyalty to those you love. You have much inner strength. You are soft-hearted with a charitable nature. You need to learn faith in place of fear.
Mar. 1st, 2004
12:40 pm - Well isn't this sweet...
♥Pussycat1 and ♥Jijibwaa |
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Orchestrated by |
Its been a long and fun weekend let me tell you. I mean, there have been some huge great things happening, but then there were definitly downs. But anyway, I'm tired of talking about it for awhile, so I won't! Gotta head back to work!
Andrea
Feb. 23rd, 2004
10:20 am - The unexpected happened...
So, I get into work at 9am this morning as usual. Tom (my boss) says, why don't you do a little cleaning around here because people have tracked mud all over, blah blah blah. So I say no problem! Nothing is EVER a problem for me lol So anyway, thats not the interesting part... ready for it?? I look at Carla (my other boss) and I ask her if I can just go home after I'm done cleaning and come back at 2:30 to break Steph. She says of course, there aren't many kids here today so go ahead! I'm all smiles then, so I finish cleaning, say goodbye to my kids, and my heart almost wasn't in it to leave anymore... but I still go! I get McD's for breakfast and call Jeremy on my way home and talk to him before he goes into class. Its 10:30, its only been an hour since i clocked out and I am wanting to go back to work so bad because I miss my kids!! I also miss Becca, a girl I work with who is very cool! So I am half tempted to just leave right now and ask to clock back in lol
Have my priorites changed drastically or what?!
Andi Pandy:-) (I know I'm a dork!)
Feb. 22nd, 2004
03:40 pm - Family Day
Well, Michael Ryan Stout (A.K.A. my brother!) went to church with our family. Its so great to actually see him want to come to church...great great great! Christina, his girlfriend, came too! She's such a great person. I have had so many fun times just sitting somewhere with her and talking and laughing! Um... went to my little brother's basketball game, which they won in double overtime!! Exciting game! We ate at Bob Evans... BIG YUCK! But oh well, also fun times. Now they are all outside playing baseball in the front yard... I just found this day so interesting that I had to come in and post something about it! I mean, what an American family day huh?? Oh wait, it gets better!! My mom is cooking dinner...yes, thats right, my mom is actually making dinner, a real dinner!! For those of you who don't know, SHE NEVER COOKS! Ok, and there is one more thing!! When they are done playing BASEBALL, we are all going to sit and watch HOME MOVIES... Lord in Heaven! lol Its so freaking cute!! And Jeremy is missing out on all of this bonding time... jerk! ;-)
And for some very sad new... tonight Charlotte, Kathy and I are having a little party tonight with each other...we're having a sad party because tonight is the very last episode of Sex and the City.... *tear*
Well thats all for now! Love you guys
Andi Pandy :-)
(Michael called me by that name today, I haven't heard that name since i was like 10!!)
Feb. 15th, 2004
03:07 am - Warning: This is mushy!!
I had such a wonderful day! Jeremy is so amazing... I love everything about him! I love the way he talks on the phone, i love every freckle on his face, i love how weird he can be and all his random sounds he makes hehe i love his teeth ;-) i love the way he looks at me, i love the way i can't read what he's thinking, i even love the way his eyes get so red after 9 pm, i love how he can sit with "the girls" and i love the way he makes me feel every minute of the day, i love how even though i see him every day pretty much all day long, i will still be up half the night, not able to sleep, because i can't stop thinking about him, and miss him so much! He dropped me off and hour and a half ago, and I am still awake thinking about how great it is to have him in my life... and what I love most about the boy, is the fact that I know without a doubt, that he loves me the same exact way...
Happy Valentines Day Jeremy, I love you so much!!
Goodnight everyone!
Andrea:-)
Feb. 11th, 2004
01:28 am - Grrrr...
I am tired, I hate freaking cops and deer, and I hate driving, and cars, and...and... and living at my stupid house! But thats ok, I won't be living here for too much longer... one week out of each month is so much hell sometimes!!! ;-)
Andrea
Feb. 8th, 2004
11:45 pm - Ok, I had a subject made up... but totally forgot it now...hmmm
I cry way to easily... thats kind of annoying! But thats not what I was going to write about... actually I don't know what I want to write about!
I now am almost done cleaning my room!! Tomorrow night it will be completely clean! Woohoo! That was a major task that took my mother and I 3 hours today to do, and it had to be continued on for tomorrow night... wow, I will never let it get THAT bad again!!
Should be signing a lease for a townhouse in the next 3 weeks, very excited about that! I wouldn't be moving in until August, but thats fine with me!! Also, my family and I are moving to my grandparents old home on Old Oxford Rd at the end of March or beginning of April! All kinds of great things happening right now! I have used way too many exclamation points for one entry!!
Well, my boyfriend Jeremy is just fantastic and wonderful and all that jazz. Still haven't taken the time to write about our first date, but that will come I promise! Not that any of you care, but yea lol! Work is good, I'm not paid enough but whatever... March I am going to Gatlinberg (sp?) and yea, thats all I can actually come up with to write about tonight, not feelin very creative at all! Ok, goodnight!!
Andrea :-)
Jan. 29th, 2004
01:24 pm - Perfect song lol
Monday mornin is such a rush
Here it is again sneakin up on us, uh huh yeah
This is the part you know I don't like
We say goodbye and then we kiss goodnight, uh huh yeah
I know it's 1 o'clock and you said you'd be gone by 10
So much for those 8 hours I swore that I'd get in, yeah
I know I should get some sleep
I'm at the beginning of another long week
But I don't want you to go
No I don't want you to go
Just another minute wouldn't do no harm
So why not spend it in each other's arms
Cause I don't want you to go
No baby, I don't want you to go
I don't want you to go
We always say "just one more kiss"
But it always seems to never end like this, uh huh yeah
A few dozen, then a couple more
Before we know it it's after 4, uh huh yeah
I know tomorrow my best friend will be my coffee cup
Cause here we go again, watchin the sun come up, yeah
I know I should get some sleep
I'm at the beginning of another long week
But I don't want you to go
No I don't want you to go
Just another minute wouldn't do no harm
So why not spend it in each other's arms
Cause I don't want you to go
No baby, I don't want you to go
I don't want you to go, uh huh yeah
I know tomorrow my best friend will be my coffee cup
Cause here we go again, watchin the sun come up, yeah
I know I should get some sleep
I'm at the beginning of another long week
But I don't want you to go
No I don't want you to go
Just another minute wouldn't do no harm
So why not spend it in each other's arms
Cause I don't want you to go
No baby, I don't want you to go
I don't want you to go, uh huh yeah
I don't want you to go
I don't want you to go, oh no
I know I should get some sleep
I'm at the beginning of another long week
But I don't want you to go
No I don't want you to go
Just another minute wouldn't do no harm
So why not spend it in each other's arms
Cause I don't want you to go
No baby, I don't want you to go
Jan. 24th, 2004
03:46 am - So excited!
Life has been going so well for me lately. I absolutley love my job! My kids are just so adorable, and I feel like I am actually doing something that is worth while and could change lives! I have great friends from work too, very cool people!
My friends and I have been growing closer and closer. They are my family I swear. I see them more than i see my parents!! I love my parents to death, but hey, you're only 19 once right? Unless you believe in reincarnation (sp??)
Ok, I have lots to say about this next subject! Jeremy... wow, this guy is absolutley amazing! He makes me the happiest person in the world, and I feel so lucky to have him in my life!! My friends love him, my parents love him, well actually my entire family loves him! Oh my, I will have to write about our first date... one for the history books I swear!! Its good to have a pilot as a boyfriend lol But that story is for another time! I love him, I never knew what love was until I met him! Ok ok, I'll shut up now!
Well, I am leaving for the weekend to Columbus with Jeremy, Charlotte, and TJ! Very very excited! So much fun to be had!!!
Well, everyone be safe, bad weather is heading here apperently!
Andrea
Jan. 22nd, 2004
Jan. 19th, 2004
01:42 pm - Good song
The real me is a southern girl with her Levis on and an open heart
Wish I could say the save the world, like I was super girl
The real me is to laugh all night lying in the grass just talking about love
But lately I've been jaded life got so complicated
I'm still thinking about it almost forgot what it was like
Do you know what it feels like?
Cause with you
I can let my hair down
I can say anything crazy
I know you'll catch me right before I hit the ground
With nothing but a T-shirt on
I never felt so beautiful
Baby as I do now
Now that I'm with you
With you
Now that I'm with you
You speak and it's like a song
And just like that all my walls come down
It's like a private joke just meant for us to know
I relate to you naturally
Everybody else just fades away
Sometimes it's hard to breathe
Just knowing you found me
Cuz I'm still thinking about it almost forgot what it was like
Do you know what it feels like?
Cause with you
I can let my hair down
I can say anything crazy
I know you'll catch me right before I hit the ground
With nothing but a T-shirt on
I never felt so beautiful
Baby as I do now
Now that I'm with you
With you
Come and take me
Love you save me
Like nobody else
Now I can be myself
With you
With you
I can let my hair down
I can say anything crazy
I know you'll catch me right before I hit the ground
With nothing but a T-shirt on
I never felt so beautiful
Baby as I do now (Baby as I do now)
Now that I'm with you
Jan. 6th, 2004
01:43 pm - Maybe.. hehe
So I was going to go to bed early last night, but That didn't happen... at least it was earlier than normal I guess! I just had to make fart noises with Jeremy so I mean, I have my priorities straight i think! But anyway, need to get back to work, my lunch break is almost over!
Have a great day guys!
Andrea
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